possibly starting T soon.

"As trans* people, we are so heavily dispersed in cissexism that we see an article that doesn’t blatantly advocate for our incarceration, murder, misgendering, pathologization, etc. and we think it’s an article that is automatically pro-trans*. In this case, instead of doing the aforementioned things, this article upholds the normative beauty standard, tokenizes a couple people who don’t, rewards bullies and chauvanists, fetishizes trans men, upholds binarism, etc. And, again, what’s with the “born female” myth? Who cares what someone was gendered at birth? And we’re happy for it?"

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i was somehow fucking denied a referral to see an endocrinologist… however that happens. so there goes everything, i guess. i’m a little upset by the whole thing and by the way these folks treat me. i’m sick of it.

having my period is one of the most humiliating parts of my existence. i hate it.

a short pep talk from a good friend and i’m back on the supplements.

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he did an okay job, i really need to get the side fixed though.

he did an okay job, i really need to get the side fixed though.

trying to start testosterone.
what a fucking hassle.
every doctor is Washington says i have to do this through my doctors in Colorado but all my doctors in Colorado say, why can’t they just do it in Washington?
jesus christ.
anyway, hopefully it will be an option soon.
i just called my doc in Colorado for an endocrinology appointment, so maybe she’ll be able to get back to me within a few hours and let me know what the next step can be.

also i haven’t taken any supplements because i feel like it’s just not worth it anymore. so much for that.

well, my hormone levels are DOWN.

so fuck everything.

i just don’t know what the fuck i did wrong. i see so many physical changes, it doesn’t seem fucking possible… whatever i guess.

my new year’s resolution is to man the fuck up.

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yes, a happy (almost) new year.

a great way to end this year is knowing that there is SOMEONE in the medical community who really gives a shit about me, my well-being and my transition and is RESPECTFUL. my doctor here was shocked by the way i was treated in washington. and even though she doesn’t entirely understand what i’m going through, she is still very supportive.
getting my hormone levels tested next year (woo!) and i’ll be able to compare them.